So...

So, I've lost 9 pounds!  That's really exciting!  But I am getting bored.  Anxious for Monday when I get to work with my trainer and "really have some fun!"  I'll probably wanna kill her, because I would guess that her idea of fun and my idea of fun are two very different things.  I am also very excited about the next phase of the diet that I can start on Tuesday. 

Today I learned something about myself.  I have always known that I am an emotional eater (any emotion at all!).  But today, after a poopy day at work I learned that I am a little self sabotaging!  I so bad want to make a big ole pot of spaghetti and down a couple of Pepsi's.  Instead I had a steak and shrimp from Outback - I knew better than to be in my kitchen.  It turns out that not only do I get mad and cranky, I get self-destructive.  I must learn to let things roll of my shoulders before I gain another 50 pounds! 

Oh, and Monday I wore a shirt that I hadn't been able to fit in since I bought it.  Exciting!

Current Status - Rolly Poly  -9lbs + a new (old) shirt!