Screeeeech, Slam, ZZZZZ

Did you hear that? 
Yeah, that was my progress coming to a screeching halt! 
My motivation slamming into a brick wall!
My lazy butt being a bum.

These last 2 weeks have not been pretty.  I lost all of my motivation to go to the gym, didnt really feel all that well, had myself a week long pity party and was crazy busy with work and school.  I have eaten things that remind me of old fat me (lots of bread, cheese and excessive amounts of everything else). 

Things that I have learned from this -  its never going to be easy (I will probably fight this all of my life) and I enjoy being healthier and working out.  So this week I reclaim my motivation and drive.  I have my next 30 day weigh in and measure on February 1st - EEEEK!!  Less than 2 weeks to get busy! 

I need to learn to prioritize.  Sleep has always been really important to me, but I may have to give up an hour of sleep in order to get to the gym and get everything else done.  So be it.  I found a little bit of motivation when I was able to fit into a size smaller pants.  I also am finding motivation in being miserable without going to the gym. 

So, the next time you see me tell me to get my butt in gear, or text me, or put it on my facebook page, whatever.  If you hold me accountable, perhaps eventually I will learn to hold myself accountable!

Stats

So I had my 3rd session with my trainer and boy was it a joy!  No, really!  Other than the pain, the inability to breath and the constant fear of falling off of one apparatus or the other it really is a good time! 

But also today was my 30 day weigh in and measure...eek!  Well folks... judge for yourself!
lost:
21 lbs
2.1% body fat
1.5 inches off my chest
3 inches off of my waist
6 inches off of my thighs (which is why my pants keep falling down)
.5+ off of my thighs
2inches off of each arm

Current status - 21 lbs and 15.5 inches less rolly poly!!!  

Yikes!

I made an appointment with my trainer for tomorrow...and even worse than that is that I have to be weighed and measured tomorrow.  I am very nervous and anxious and scared and nervous and apprehensive.  I will update tomorrow (as long as it isnt horrible). 

That is all.  (Oh, send me some fat shedding vibes if you can! - that is all!)